End of August

Sunset from our backyard. I took this pic while holding Sumi to sleep. 

 Just a normal Thursday

& just like any other day, Sumi woke up at midnight, 4am, then 5am and 6am. 

Preston finally got up at 7:30am to get ready for school. 

I managed to put Sumi back to sleep right before we get out of the house at 8am. I asked grandma to help me keep an eye on her while I’m away. Preston school is only 6 minutes drive from our home. 

At 10am we did a little photoshoot at home for Sumi to mark her 100 days in this beautiful world. I will update with some photos as soon as I receive them. 

Tomorrow is Friday- Preston’s last day of school before Labor Day weekend. I planned a 2 days getaway but changed my mind at the last minute, we will just stay local, go somewhere and come back on the same day. Because I don’t think Sumi is ready to spend a night in a hotel room. 

Sumi is sleeping now next to me and Preston is trying to finish his cereal before we both can rest our eyes. He just texted me asking for 4 more minutes. 

So many things in my mind lately, a lot of worries, could it be that postpartum thing is starting to kick in? I don’t think I can be at peace until my health issue is taken care of. 

I can’t be sick. My kids need me. What would they do without me, their mother…?

Bin and Sumi, I know you guys need mommy and I need both of you just as much. I love you, always.